my story my life, well to me its still a mystery!
Many thins have happened in my life that even doctors can't explain, my father have suffered form a stroke.
one night i went to bed, my dad absoulutley fine the next thing i know my brother is screaming, he run into my room tels me that my dad has fallen out of bed and of course me having some common sense i straight away think he is not a baby he can get up. i went to go see what had happened, my dad could barely tell me what was wrong. i could pick up that his head was absoulutley killing him, his left side competeley num. i ran into the bathroom grabbing a wet flane and placed it on my head, i could see that something was wrong so he said to call my aunt and uncle who lived about a mile down the road. you see we lived in the middle of nowhere in oxfordshire, in our area near tubney where my aunt, uncle and cousins all lived, there were only three houses we had great frinds but they moved and we were not very close to other neighbours. my dad asked for the phone called my aunt, she thought he was joking because he had just got back from the pub with my uncle. in end i had to dial the ambulance it took them almost a half hour because of where we lived. meanwhile i was rushing around the house getting the dog food feeding my brother (8) getting our school uni and getting us both dressed, i also had to dress quite a beer belly 44 yr old with his whole left side num.
in the end my mum came and we chased the ambulance to the john radcliffe. when we arrived, i felt everything rushing inside me, crushed, scared, upset and very shocked the horrible thing was so many doctors were running in and out of my dads A&E room, i wasnt aloud to see him.
popping myself on the floor aginst the reception window, i was left crying my brother occupied watching a man with no leg, who kept speaking to my brother comforting him.
this happened in 2011, january it has been 11 months almost a whoe since my father told me he loved me. since he held me. since he said good night. since he gave me a kiss.
everyday my true feelings hide behind a typica 12 yr old at school thats me the typical 12 yr old.
my ambition in life is to become an actress/singer, i would love to do something i enjoy so much, my blog will be me posting links of my singing and acting, updates on my style looks from Shopstyle.com
and what life has been like.
please help me start my dreams and share everything.
yours truly
Serafina
